Friday, July 29, 2005

Just a thought

Its almost 9:00 PM and I am still at office; sometimes defragmenting my system and many times refreshing my mails ................ Also sometimes looking outside through film coated glass wall................just empty desk!! Can also see my mirror image on those glasses, reflections of tube lights that sometimes gives a dazzling expression, in a corner, someone sitting pretending to work (may be I am wrong), and passers by looking at me.

Abruptly, my mobile rang (although was at vibrator mode) but gave me a slight move; bad luck !! it was just a missed call........and ...........then again same screen and same thoughts........how to pass this weekend!

Options.............can visit friends, movies, or just having a sound sleep. Nop; changed my mood, had a mail from my school friend "Shishir" and looking forward to meet him tomorrow and would be watching movies with my office colleagues on Sundays!! and that’s it....... weekends would pass like this

But still, I am not happy today and I am not able to find the reason as well. Today was good day in terms of work; so called justified with my salary as well; Boss and colleagues have no reason to blame me but why am I not happy. What’s missing in my life.........??

Need to do some self-introspection..................something missing, indeed!!

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